Looks Yummy... well... Sumtings nt Yummy dere...

Looks Yummy??? Yeah of course.... we had fun eating these waffles, Baked rice, japanese pizza and Tomato rice.... We really enjoyed... Justin shu shu, Xiao li mei mei me and my baby was together.... OUT OF GOODWILL, i told my baBy to sit down and helped her buy her food... I know she looked distracted... and i guess she is thinking of some memories that dun belong to us... well, we are at SUKODU restaurant>>>> then happily we went home... When we reached home... my Baby again play com.. i used to love my com but i started to hate it when baby keep acc the com instead of me.. it really dun feel good waiting for sum1 at ur own com... Aft a few hours.... I went to bed alone... Baby's hp low batt n it rings.. i took her phone.... GOD BleSS ME!!! I saw her msges and call contacts.... she called her ex while I was Buying Food for her thinking that she could be tired aft a long day... She made me jump out of bed again.. and Saw her fighting with my com again... i was so angry but i manage to control my anger... I took a Cigg and smoke.... she came over and hug me..... tis leads to my broke down... i hug her and cried ..... Seriously i was heart-broken... i wasn't anger though.. jus feel cheated!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am confused, wat shld i do???

miss you guys....

I miss the good old days going out fields wif Xcel guys.. All the fun n laughter jus poke me everydae... Everytime when i see JTang or xueli blogs.. those photos tt you all secretly or forcely took wans jus let me hold on a few seconds to look at it and thinks where n wat happens.... ho ho ho....

Shadows..... Confused...

I am 24 tis year.. aft being born to tis world for so long, I dun think i had acheived much.. wat did i gained for all the things I had done and given out??? Aft a long year of seperation, finally we are back together again... Yes, i saw changes in you and am gladed that you had changed for the better (in career wise...) But things has been bothering me since the day we are back together... Do you feel it too? I m confused...... Bb darling.. i m living under the shadows of "___", she is in between us but i believed one day u will get over her and things will change for the better... Don't be sad anymore, at least u still hv me, i know u prefer her more than me but haha u hv no choice wor... blurrrrrrrr..... Other than this, i wish we could act more like a couple, since the day hongbao said that we dont look like couple, i hv been thinking, and its really very different from us last time... We dont walk together, dont talk, dont kiss, dont hug... Seriously, i feel neglected and stupid walking behind u.. sumtimes i really rather go shopping alone... Yes, Yes, Yes, i know i said i will give you time to change but my patience is really running out, i know i promised but i jus hope that u could put urself in my shoes and FeEL... If really u was me, u would hv gone crazy...... I LOVE YOU BABY... BUT DONT LET ME FEEL LIKE I LOVED THE WRONG PERSON... BECOS I REALLY THINKS THAT I AM E MOST STUPID WOMAN IN THIS WORLD.... HAIZ..... I AM GOING CRAZY... DO YOU LOVE ME LAAAAAAA????? WELL.. I KNOW THE ANS BETTER THAN YOUUUUU......