So sweet...

Its was a boring day, so Bb and me decided to go bugis for a walk.. We bought two bags, 1 sandal(mine) and Bb bought a BRAUN BUFFEL wallet... finally she got it.. and was so damn happy.. haha... we went mos burger for dinner and ADMIRE our new stuff... lalala and chatted for abt 2 hrs before we head home... well.. Bb i had not give you our first month anniversary presents so tt wallet would be the one... hehe... Bb darling.. every little thing counts in a relationship so u had better stop thinking tt everything is not important except ur $$$$ hor...

MCDONALDS on a early morning... We was on the way to bedok that day... then I was super moody, Bb was super Bad mood.... Maybe becos its really damn early... Hum hum.... when we ordered our food at e counter.. their service was so damn slow... Bb throw her temper and i ask her to find a place first ( at least give her sumthing to do) (haha) then I waited for another 5 mins b4 I lose mt temper also... the staff forgotten abt ME.... haiz... nvm.. But I was to moody to eat or shld i Say EAT... B ask me to feed her and i was reluctant then we both push here and dere... finally i give in.. I feed her and make an effort to feed her two pc of pancake (cause i really not in e mood to eat) , finally we manage to finish our breakfast... Not wanting to move aft eating, we sat dere staring at each other... Bb started playing wif her empty plate and drew some things on it... Its so fun doing the drawing.. although it cant be kept but at least I had a memory of it.. hee..

BAby'S Lost

Losing her has become part of your life's memories... I apologise for landing you on all this craps.... But of cos there are times where you enjoy being wiF her... Before we are back together, the moment I imagine her coming bk, i shiver at the thought.. do you noe y? jus becos i Knew her too well and upside down.. But Fate jus like to have some fun wif us..

Tt Day, Bb came bk... appeared at my door steps asking for a patch which I did not reject... she came back with injuries... And it really breaks my heart to see her crying beside me (although its crying for another person) ......

But i really am not sure if she loves me anymore.. it seems like she jus give me her shell but her heart still stay wif sum1 else....

Baby became much more egocentric compare to the past... I thought i could handle her but facts prove that i cant... Tears still fills my eyes when i think of it... Baby says that tis is wat she is (meaning: tk it or leave it), haha..but it told her that, look, all your relationship fails becos you fails in your character... if tis continues wif her, I dont know tis after expire realationship can hold out for how long.. My patience is running out, but i dont wish to fail again..

I wish ......

You would LOVe Me : "Like B4"

You would Pamper Me: "Like you used to do it"....

You would LooK at Me: "as Important as it used to BE"....

You would Be able To: "Spend more time wif me"..

You would be able to : "think Of me more"...

You would be able to : " be much more happier than now"....

You could behave more like a GF! Cause you are not alone or single....

And i am not fed on glass since young so nor am I transparent...

I KNOW......

She is better than me in alot of prospect...

She is prettier

she had a nicer smile

she got a better figure

she is better at hse chores

she got lots of patients

she's at least a diploma holder

I dont know her well, tis is all i know but at least i know you are happier wif her.. WO REN SHU..... at least i know you dun miss me as much when we broke off a year ago...

I FEEL SO CHEAP AND CHEATED.... BABY.... THOSE WORDS YOU SAY THOSE NIGHTs STILL PIERCE THROUGH MY HEART LIKE A KNIFE... MAYBE WE SHLD CONSIDER TO SEPERATE ROOM... I think i have already done my part n my best, I dont feel gulity on my side... but do you, well i believe you dont... becos you are ego....

I am a expire gf who no need to be pamper?

cause baby knows that I will stay no matter wat?

well, baby you are wrong... there is no forever love...

love while you can,

love while you are still alive...

if your ideas are still not waking up,

you will miss out again...

PLAY...

Being able to step into PLAY again...

Tis kind of feelings cant be describe..

it feels so family and flirt teenssss at the same time..

Why do I say that??? haha.. I saw so many teens out dere flirting..

Well, I think I kind of out-dated liao lo... haha...

Pple of my age cant really be seen..

But tt night was cool wif free brownies, cake, and some dessert..

there was a few booth dere giving away freebies, Y? The ans is they are trying to advertise for there co lo... But to be frank.... the butches at the booth looks more delicious than the ones at the dance floor.. haha... one of them are really coool... maybe there are traces of their career mind.. so these guys attracts me... wooo.. but i already got Hubby.. so well.. stop thinking... yup.. i have no rights la... hee.. Clear my mind...

I LOVE YOU BABY DARLING!!!!